~~~what should I say~~~

Today I really have a lot of problems...but it's just like I can't ignore it like other days...
first my friend
second 'bout driving a car
third sometime thing that I cant say it about

I just wanna to ignore it with watching anime ...but every time I'm sure I'll think about this......
DO I REALLY MADE EVERYONE FEEL ANNOYING WITH ME????
I'm still thinking about this many many times....but what for the conclusion I couldn't find the answer yet......

some people always said "there's no meaning of living without problem....really"
but I'm still never forget this quote " It's okay to falling down, but U can stand up once again"
is it mean that is okay to fail then wake up again to feel better or to get more things that what u want....
sometimes I feel ******.......
ooooohhh really can't help this time
I hope that my 'friend' FATAL FRAME III will help me this time....
REI,KEI N MIKU....